All the Things I Should Have Said Today, But Didn’t

So who’s going to sign up for the “drag Heather back to California kicking and screaming” team? Because the way things are going, I don’t feel like it’s going to be easy to come home from our vacation, which begins in T-minus two days. The only saving grace is that my husband and all my things are here. Otherwise I would be so disillusioned with California culture at this point that you’d have to put me in a  straight jacket and mouthguard to force me back.

Today I went to a kid’s party. Seems normal, although I went on my own for once since we have been getting over a cold and the last thing I want is for everyone to get worse just before we leave for my sweet, home:  Chicago. It was the third birthday party of the daughter of one of my long-time California friends. She and I have known each other since I worked on her mother’s campaign for United States Congress – I was at her wedding, at the hospital three years ago when her daughter was born, and managed to keep in contact with her even though we haven’t seen much of each other in the past few years. Since we moved out of Los Angeles and back into the ‘burbs recently, though, it seemed only natural I would go to her daughter’s party.

Let me start this by saying, though, that I don’t like some of their friends. She and her husband are awesome, their families are equally as wonderful of people; but some of their friends leave me scratching my head. I’m sure by the end of these “things I said” and their companion “things I should have said,” you will be scratching yours too. Or drinking heavily, which is what I did when I got home.

Things I said:

When I walked up, they had one of those Jolly Jumper things set up in the front and kids were jumping and screaming in it with a few adults standing outside of it. I recognized all of them immediately – some of whom were these friends. One of the women I will never forget because (1) she squirted breast milk on me accidentally one time during a UFC party while she breastfed her infant; and, (2) they recently moved down the block from my father and I see them while driving all the time. I kindly said “hello” and she didn’t recognize me. Then she sort of did, then she didn’t, then it got awkward and she said “you must be who I am thinking of, but your hair is different.” I smiled and said “yes.”

Things I should have said: “Yeah, I do look a lot different now. You don’t though. You’re still a borderline obese cow in sweatpants squirting her breast milk at everyone – could never forget that! Don’t worry, I’d forget me too.”

Things I said:

I tried to walk into the actual house to see my friend, drop off the gift, and converse with the sane family members I knew would be there. As I made my way in, though, someone else saw me and this time I was recognized. The woman was sitting down breastfeeding at the time and flagged me over; when I walked over she talked a little and then said “don’t you look cute today! A little overdressed for a kid’s party, but to each his own!” I was wearing a short black spring dress, a white and black striped shirt underneath, a sweater, a pair of leggings, and my black Uggs. I’m pretty sure I wasn’t overdressed – I wear this outfit at least once every few weeks. Nonetheless, I defended myself with an “oh, you know … I never have an excuse to get out of yoga pants most of the time, so I thought I’d at least look nice!”

Things I should have said: “Oh, you think I’m overdressed? That’s funny because even though it’s a kid’s party, I’m fairly certain cheap Kmart sweat pants and an oversized t-shirt is inappropriate. You should probably go change, now.”

Things I said (or rather did):

I walked in the door, but was again accosted, this time by a man. He and I had a great conversation a few years ago at a birthday party. He was engaged to this girl my age that dressed something like my mother. She was there today, wearing a knitted vest with a snowman on it. Anyway, so he and I had a great conversation at a birthday party a while ago. I was dressed down, looking sort of crappy, and just talking to him about philosophy because he asked what I did and I was in school at the time. Apparently afterwards, the squirting cow from earlier started a huge rumor about how “Heather the whore” was always flirting with all of their men. Some big rumor drama started and the guy’s fiancé was just horrified by the whole ordeal. I learned this shortly afterwards because we were at another party and the guy and his sweater vest-wearing-woman didn’t even come, which I guess was because she was afraid he’d flirt with me “back.”

So they were there today and the guy said “hello” and started talking to me. In the three years since I’ve last seen him, he’s aged about thirty. His fiancé is now his wife and while I spoke with him, she walked by staring. She just paced back and forth, glaring; and a minute later when I said “hello” to her as well, she turned around and walked off. Politely, I concluded the conversation and said it was nice to see him, and went about my way.

Things I should have said (or should have done): After the second or third time that bitch paced back and forth, glaring at me, I should have shouted “I’ve been wanting to do this for years!!” and then planted one on him, not forgetting to grab his balls briefly at the end.

Things I said:

Finally, I made it in. I was greeted briefly by my friend and her husband. I spoke with her mother, his father, and got some food. I didn’t want to eat much so had a chicken leg and some crackers. While getting myself a Diet Coke from their drink stash, someone else came up to me. This woman really roasts my ass. At my friend’s wedding, her husband referred to my father as “the help” and yelled at him – that’s the kind of person we’re talking about, here. Anyway, so she is something like 60, acts 150, and she walked up to me, grabbed my unequivocally not-baby-filled-gut and started screaming “ooooooooooohhhhhhhhh, you’re preeeeeegggggnanttttttttt!!!!!!!” Now I can admit that I could shed a few pounds here and there, but I most certainly did not look pregnant. I laughed, said “no… I’m not pregnant … so how are you doing?” Then excused myself quietly as people still stared, about five minutes later.

Things I should have said: “Yeah, you know I am. Hope they don’t mind but I just peed on the couch inside – the baby was pressing on my bladder. So I guess the rest of these breast milk squirting cows are all carrying, like, quintuplets or something, huh? And you’ve got a baby under that senior discounted Walmart moo moo too I see! You’re preeeeeeeeggggnantttttttttt!!!!!”

Shortly after, I left the party. Said my goodbyes, hugs and such. Then I went to my car with my head held high, only to feel completely demoralized by the time I got home. Wine and cheese made everything better, as well as the reminder that in just a couple days now I will be on my way home for the first time in over a decade. California will be lucky if I return.

46 Replies to “All the Things I Should Have Said Today, But Didn’t”

      1. I don’t know…doesn’t arrogance take some level of intelligence?

      2. Good question. Socrates would say that arrogance is the height of stupidity. Maybe arrogance takes a level of knowledge, where as humility takes a level of intelligence. I don’t know.

      3. I see arrogance and humilty both reguiring intelligence. It’s more about the application and self-esteem. Or if you’de rather, selfishness vs. selflessness.

  1. Christ on a cracker….

    I’m a pretty friendly, outgoing, people loving, think-the-best-of-everyone kind of person, but jeez.

    I know exactly the type of people/party though. Where you’re going because you’re friends with THE person of honor, otherwise you’d feel like it was an ambush. LoL.

    Oh, and p.s. people who can’t bother to put on jeans and a fricking nice shirt, at *least* piss me off, too. No, I’m not over-dressed. 90% of the population here are just f-ing slobs.

  2. I really like your posts…especially because they do not talk about the trials of a wife like cooking and stuff like that as much as you as an individual. 🙂

  3. Great post! It reminded me so much of the bitches I had to put up with in my “affluent” community when I was your age. I never said anything either for the sake of my kids’ play dates. I’m still standing and now they’re all stooping under the weight of years of ugliness. Lol! You’re awesome!!

  4. Hey Heather,
    Great post, yeah people are asses to say the least, I love going to parties and having this conversation with the condescending “upper class”
    “so where did you go to college ?……I didnt…..oh it must be hard, where do you work? …..I own my own business and make $100K a year ” the look on their credit too far extended faces is F’ing priceless haha.

  5. I never thought about writing what I should have said…You have sparked an idea in me…

  6. Before I forget (low estrogen, happens a lot), I love you (B)itch Logger pic. You would be perfect for Harrison Ford back in his “Raider’s of the Lost Ark” days.

    Ah, witty repartee, yep, what you think of 24 hours too late. The post was hilarious! I really liked, ” “I’ve been wanting to do this for years!!” and then planted one on him, not forgetting to grab his balls briefly at the end.” You should have done it, except then he would have divorced Ms. Insecure and followed you to California.

    Big hug! (no breast milk – see estrogen remark)

    1. Haha, well thank you so much, and for reading my post too!! I definitely should have done the “planted one…” thing! I regret not having done it! Thanks again!

  7. Sounds like a bunch of winners. And whether the lacto-supersoaker was being passive-aggressive or simply didn’t remember you, it shouldn’t be surprising. Don’t be hurt (or even put off by it). Think about it this way: imagine you’re at the supermarket, and you meet two people. One, a pleasant woman who smiles at you, and the other a crazy chick with Bride-of-Frankenstein hair and a “thing” for cat-poop. By the time you get back home, which person will you remember?

    1. I suppose I consider myself fortunate to have these experiences, for if not what the hell would I have to write about? I love the term “lacto-supersoaker” hahah!!

  8. I work at a large firm. We have a “Milk Bar” at my job. Ladies I guess just squeeze milk out all damn day. They come to meetings acting like they just ran a damn 5k…really? I know it’s nature, but you don’t catch me ripping Dorito Loco farts just cause. iIn the words of Rick James…”the milks gone bad”. Nice post;)

      1. it’s an event that i wouldn’t want to be invited to, but i would love to see. not the fight. the whole thing. just seems … different?

  9. M’kay…when I squirted someone (hubby,) it was usually on purpose. Maybe the cow had a girl crush on you.
    Unfortunately, I have to say, this type of behavior is not restricted to Cali. I lived in MD most of my life, and catty is catty anywhere you go (although I suppose the catty may congregate in the warm regions.)
    And here in KY, I have never seen so many morbidly obese ppl in my life!!! Like 4 out of 5 I see when I dress up and go to Walmart (just kidding about the dressing up part) are fat. Their kids are fat. And “hush puppies” seem to be prevalent in the fast food places around here. Oh, and here, a lot of the rudeness is simple ignorance. It’s like, seriously? Have your parents never taught you any better??? Apparently not.

    1. Yeah, I think it might just be worse in California? I don’t know. I think the real thing that was bad was that I was the skinniest thing in the room so to grab me and make a scene like that almost just seemed like it had another (catty) motive. You are right – catty is catty anywhere you go! Thank you so much for reading my post! Also, I have no idea what a hush puppy is hahaha!!

      1. Yeah…women can be so bitchy sometimes. Hush puppies are like, basically deep friend cornmeal batter or whatever. It’s like, fat personified.

  10. I breastfed my kids (albeit only for 4 months), but I never squirted anyone. I think those ladies are doing something wrong… Haha!
    Enjoy your trip!

  11. Whew, sounds fun! Until my son turned one, I only left the house in 20-30 minute intervals to avoid public feelings, people were like “it’s natural, don’t be shy about it.” and crap like that but I wasn’t being shy, I was worried I would get it on someone. Just kidding, but now I will warn others.

  12. Love this post! Who would have thought someone could have so much rivalry at a kids’ party haha. Question, what is a Jolly Jumper? (In my defence, I’m from the UK so things are a little different here)
    Love & Cupcakes!

    1. I know, it seems absurd. Kid parties are supposed to be fun and cute, not crazy and venomous! A Jolly Jumper is a big blown up “house” – like a large balloon shaped as a house and the kids can go inside and jump until their hearts are content. In the last five or so years it is “the thing” to do at parties here. Thanks so much for reading!

      1. Aaaah those! We call them Bouncy Castles in the UK (don’t judge us, we like to do everything differently!) Thanks for following my blog too : ) I look forward to reading more from you.
        Love & Cupcakes!

  13. I don’t know how I just discovered your blog, but I just adore your humor. And I feel your pain; I find myself driving home, or sitting in bed, or eating dinner, replaying a conversation in my head thinking ” I should have told that bitch this instead….damn it!” I feel like its my natural reaction to be nice first, and later I’m kicking myself in the ass wishing I had opened my mouth. Glad to read I’m not the only one 🙂 happy blogging!

  14. okay, you win. Your day was worse than mine and I would have been leveled into a bawling pile of tears if was me. You handled it well. That woman really squirted milk on you?? You always get the fun stuff!!

    1. Well, we went out to Natural Cafe for dinner and I was a little drunk by then and started tearing right there over the whole thing while we ate.

      And yes, she did squirt me. Only happened to me one other time in a restaurant where some random stranger squirted it on my hand while feeding her kid. Twice more than I needed, that’s for sure!! hahaha

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