Suck it up.
Yep, I said it. Suck it up.
I mean this with the utmost understanding of the struggles you are experiencing.
Suck. It. Up.
That’s what I read over and over and over again in the comments section of an article this morning on Scary Mommy, although it was the single mothers, everywhere, that were screeching it in what I can only imagine the shrillest of tones.
Nobody has it as bad as you, right?
Suck it up.
So I woke up this morning, and as I always do, checked all the notifications on my phone. Then, after clearing them, scrolled through my Facebook feed and ran across this:
Single mothers everywhere, came to this post in particular, just to tell a woman (women, because others had empathized in the comments and were being directly addressed as well) to suck it up.
To the writer of this article: I identify. Big time.
My husband doesn’t travel for work, but he is never around either. He works the nightshift, extra hours, and takes extra jobs on weekends as side projects to further his career. When he is home, he is sleeping or sitting on his phone or answering emails from work.
He is not and he has never been an extra set of hands.
I am the lone ranger of our home. I do all the cooking. All the cleaning. All the driving. The baths, the bedtimes, the runny noses and endless doctor’s appointments – you guys get it, I do it all. There is no me time, no self care. No “I do the cooking, you do the dishes.” I do all of it, and then I make my husband a plate of food to eat the next day and many times he just throws it in the trash because “work catered this morning.”
Most days it’s all I can do to keep my head above water. And all for the income of barely above a livable wage, because not only does my husband sacrifice his time for his career, he sacrifices good wages. I cut my own hair, I cook every meal at home, and I go without basic necessities time after time after time to give my kids opportunity and my husband the chance to achieve his dreams.
This isn’t about my struggles, though; or my husband’s clear lack of participation in our family dynamic. Let me be clear: IT IS NOT. I’m just attempting to clarify why I am qualifying my own right to say to single moms, everywhere:
You. Need. To. Stop.
If I or someone else, like the writer of “This Is What Parenting Feels Like When Your Spouse Travels For Work,” ever dares to open our mouths and lament a particularly difficult aspect of our own situation – which certainly a lot of people can identify with, and benefit from hearing about – the army of single mothers, everywhere, come in on their high horses, spewing hate and venom about how no situation can ever be as bad as theirs.
Give me a break.
The defining comment on that article this morning was one of the first I read. It had over 600 reactions, and over 100 replies in unison:
“So, like single parenting but with an extra income? Asking for 13.7 million people.”
You can feel the ire radiating from the screen.
Comment after comment from there agreed and told the writer to suck it up. To “man up” and deal with her situation.
“At least you have that extra income.”
“Suck it up, at least you have an extra pair of hands when he’s in town.”
“No one’s situation will ever be as hard as mine.”
OH. MY. GOD.
We get it. Your life sucks too. The operative word there is “too.” Shockingly, misery in adulthood is not mutually exclusive. A lot of people experience it, in a lot of different ways.
You had a failed marriage. You told a man you were pregnant and he fled town. You don’t get child support. You do get child support, but it’s insufficient. You never get a break. You get a break, but you have to fight incessantly as coparents. Your kids will never know what it’s like to have two parents in one home. Your kids will and remember, but they will always have the trauma of a home, broken. You have to work two jobs to survive. You have to work one job, but long hours.
None of that is sufficient to invalidate the experiences of others.
There are a lot of people in the world that have it much worse than all of us. There are refugees. People on the street. People in abusive situations that feel they can’t get out. People with terminal illness. I could go on.
The point is that a lot of people in this world, dare I say most people, are struggling in one way or another. Other people are allowed to have a hard time with their situation while you have a hard time with yours. Moreover, it doesn’t make your experience any less valid to validate that of others.
I’m sorry, it doesn’t.
It sucks to have your struggles shit on. To the single moms, everywhere: just stop.
The point is: we get it. I get it. I hear you. Now it’s your turn to hear me.
Suck it up.
Not suck it up to your situation; rather, suck it up to the fact that you are not alone and you do not have it particularly worse than any given person.
Something magical happens when we stop shitting on each other and start working together: things get easier. I am much more inclined to carpool with a single mother that recognizes my own struggles, than to carpool with one who responds to everything I say with “at least you don’t…” In exchange, I am a listener, and will listen to you as long as you need me to.
It isn’t a pissing contest. We can both be miserable, and in acknowledging that, we can also both get some happiness, together.